So close to my wedding! :)
I am so very happy, and very grateful for Bryttan, and for everyone who is going to be there :) Although it was somewhat last minute I think it will be perfect.
The only important part to me is getting Sealed to Bryttan on Saturday. Everything else can turn out horribly but I'll still be happy :) (Don't think my bride would be though haha)
I am so excited for it to finally and actually happen, it is a feeling that can't be explained, it's just wonderful. I am so grateful for those who were able to be with me in the temple to get my endowments out, that was a wonderful experience that I will always remember.
And going through with Bryttan was just perfect, I would not have wanted to go through with anyone else at any other time.
I love you Bryttan :) Just thought you should know that before our wedding.
I Love You.
Monday, October 11, 2010
4 days from today I will be entering the Mount Timpanogos Temple with Michael, at which time we will be sealed together forever. I will not lie, I am the Queen of cold feet and I know that! And I am going to be totally honest, I. Am. Scared. I have done everything to prepare myself for he temple, for marriage, for the word ETERNITY, but I am still scraed. I think that no matter how hard I try not to be, that scraed feeling just isn't going to go away. I hate that it is there, but I have had people tell me that it isn't normal to NOT be scared. I think the difference is, being a little nervouse is a heck of a lot different than the way I am feeling. I can worry about something even after it's over. Those who really know me know that it's mostly because of my S.A.D. and O.C.D. and probably my A.D.D. and all the other craziness I have. Honestly I'm lucky to have such a wonderful sweetie that will put up with me and my wackyness. Needless to say though, I really am the Queen of cold feet and at this moment I am very scared. I love Michael with all my heart, and am so happy that I get to be with Him forever. I am no run away bride here people, just a nervouse Bride. I know that Heavenly Father will help me though. I know that He won't only help me but that He will help Michael as well. I hope to attened the temple as often as we can and live a happy life together. I pray every night that Michael and I will be able to work through problems together and keep the spirit in our home. I love Michael and as long as we try our hardest I know that this marriage will last and that we can be together not only forever here on this earth, but even after death, where we will be with our families and all those who follow our Heavenly Father. I pray that He will let me feel at peace.