Thank you, dear husband

http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=451145314170&ref=nf

Because who wouldn't love watching a 40 second video of themselves walking in slow motion with sweet ambient music... Better yet, who wouldn't love watching a 40 second video of ME walking in slow motion with sweet ambient music?
Enjoy!

So close!

So close to my wedding! :)

I am so very happy, and very grateful for Bryttan, and for everyone who is going to be there :) Although it was somewhat last minute I think it will be perfect.

The only important part to me is getting Sealed to Bryttan on Saturday. Everything else can turn out horribly but I'll still be happy :) (Don't think my bride would be though haha)

I am so excited for it to finally and actually happen, it is a feeling that can't be explained, it's just wonderful. I am so grateful for those who were able to be with me in the temple to get my endowments out, that was a wonderful experience that I will always remember.

And going through with Bryttan was just perfect, I would not have wanted to go through with anyone else at any other time.

I love you Bryttan :) Just thought you should know that before our wedding.

I Love You.

3 days ago...

I was in the most wonderful place on earth. With Michael, Grandpa Conrad, Michelle, Karin, Brett, and my Parents. The most wonderful parents in the world. How amazing it was to be in the house of the Lord. I was as close to heaven as I can be here on this earth. I was with people I love and so close to my grandparents. I know they were there with me and were so happy. Three days ago I was leaving the house late, turning the car around because I had left my things back at the house, puting my make up on in the car and was so happy and nervous and excited all at the same time, I couldn't think about anything but being in the Salt Lake temple doing what I have worked towards my whole life. It was such an amazing feeling, and such a wonderful expeirience. I could have stayed there all day. It was so peacful and wonderful, just like you stepped into heaven. It has been three days and I am still trying to come back to real life. It was truely amazing. I wish everyone would realize how blessed we all are to have the gospel in our lives. I know that there are people in the world who will never find truth in the gospel. They are still good people, and our Heavenly Father loves all of His children, but I pray that those searching for the truth will find it and be able to go to the temple and experience the beauty and understand just how blessed we are.

4 days from today I will be entering the Mount Timpanogos Temple with Michael, at which time we will be sealed together forever. I will not lie, I am the Queen of cold feet and I know that! And I am going to be totally honest, I. Am. Scared. I have done everything to prepare myself for he temple, for marriage, for the word ETERNITY, but I am still scraed. I think that no matter how hard I try not to be, that scraed feeling just isn't going to go away. I hate that it is there, but I have had people tell me that it isn't normal to NOT be scared. I think the difference is, being a little nervouse is a heck of a lot different than the way I am feeling. I can worry about something even after it's over. Those who really know me know that it's mostly because of my S.A.D. and O.C.D. and probably my A.D.D. and all the other craziness I have. Honestly I'm lucky to have such a wonderful sweetie that will put up with me and my wackyness. Needless to say though, I really am the Queen of cold feet and at this moment I am very scared. I love Michael with all my heart, and am so happy that I get to be with Him forever. I am no run away bride here people, just a nervouse Bride. I know that Heavenly Father will help me though. I know that He won't only help me but that He will help Michael as well. I hope to attened the temple as often as we can and live a happy life together. I pray every night that Michael and I will be able to work through problems together and keep the spirit in our home. I love Michael and as long as we try our hardest I know that this marriage will last and that we can be together not only forever here on this earth, but even after death, where we will be with our families and all those who follow our Heavenly Father. I pray that He will let me feel at peace.

Wedding SOS

So the whole planning a wedding thing? not so wonderful. Especially when,
half your family wont be there..
you don't have a reception location..
your dress wont work..
you don't have decorations..
you can't find tables and chairs to use..
and you only have 3 weeks until your wedding day!
I'm freaked!!
Totally have no idea what to do.
HELP!

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So I've fallen in love.
Zolanda and I have a special bond, we go way back. Unfortunately we will never meet in this life, it's sad but I've learned to accept it. I often catch myself day dreaming and looking at pictures of Zolanda. So elegant, so beautiful and perfect. In heaven we will be together and it will be grand. I love my Heaven!

So, want to see? You can fall in love too, I won't be mad.

Ps. (The dress is what we are talking about, haha. Just wanted to clear that up)
You can find it here
http://www.bridal-expressions.com/category/bridal/modest-wedding-dresses-bridal/page/18/

Oh happy day

Things are wonderful here . Michael is going to be a groom soon, and to celebrate the occasion we found Him a hat to try on and looked at all the bride and Groom things in the store. I am really happy and really praying that the weather cooperates for me! Who decided to have an out door wedding in October anyway?
Oh yeah, and did I mention I have 1 month until the big day? 4 weeks people!



Wish Us luck!!
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This is Home

No, we're not married yet. No, we are not living alone. Yes, my strange family (whom I love) has been invading Michaels house. And yes, I do call it home. Because when we are married, I will be living here with him.. alone.. with no family.. But it'll totally be aloud! We have already decorated together and I think we have a pretty dern cute house goin' here. Now, don't judge me. We are having great fun playing house , and you should all be so lucky. Hopefully our days of make believe will become real and a wedding will happen along with life and total bliss. Until then, we are enjoying eachothers company and having wonderful fun dressing up and cooking dinner for when He comes home from work, walks through that door, and says "Honey, I'm home!" Ok, that isn't what really happens. But we are completely happy and very much in love. So, take a look at these pictures and enjoy! We finally got that mirror hung!! and we also went out and bought a two adorable new frames. You can see one of them in this picture, I'm still trying to find a good picture to put in the other one. Anyway, I'm so lucky and blessed. Michael is a wonderful guy.

Have fun on the short tour!

Michael working oh so hard. He is very much appreciated. I LOVE him
As you can see, this is our dining area that leads into the laundry room and has two doors. One door leads to the back yard where we have our hammock. Great for star gazing (as much as you can here) and the other door leads to out garage.

Sorry about the pictures. I can't figure it out, grrrr!! but that's Bruce, our very loved plant!


My wonderful Mom cooking us dinner.
Our front door is by that large sun window/our piano




My favorite mirror!! and our discount picture frame!

Thanks for lookin'!

Take a peek

My wonderful Fiance is so amazing and incredibly talented. Check this out, He is totally in the news paper! Well, It's pretty much like He is in the news paper. Michael created something super amazing and you should all be jealous of Him. You all wish you could be as cool as He is, I know I do!
Enjoy!

http://www.signonsandiego.com/news/2010/aug/29/county-will-test-new-cell-phone-emergency-alert-sy/

(The amazing man himself, Ladies and Gentlemen!)

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